Mindyourownbusiness

2009-06-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hi! hOHo! Da lama sik gue tk update! comp down uh!! BENCI MEN! haha

anywy! to Kakdya! Happy 20th BIRTHDAY!! sorry tk msg kakdya! ppaid Fidah low tau. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. HUGSS!! =D!!

JUNE HOLIDAY BORING~!
all i do is NOTHING! At home eat, sleep, eat, sleep. BUT still skinny as ever. haha!

BORINGBORINGBORING!
anyone! pls take me out! i can go crazy like this. haha!! chey nola!

1 JUNE was my exam(audio). SUX men! Surely fail. haix, wadeverla.
My backbone pain sia!!!!

and i did my hair, plus fucking hate it. haaaaa.

Anwy after the exam when out with the gerlssssss and took some pictures. HOHO!
let's see baby~

FIFIDAFA

boring

mendak

lapar

nak keluar

Last but not least,thanks for reading my blog. Hahaaaaaaarghhh.

BYEEE!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T11:59:00.003+08:00

GET A LIFE LOSER.
IHATEYOU. yeah tats rite. im hating you even more.
SUCH A BIG FAT LOSERRR~

getting a new hairdo sooonnn!!
goodbye long straight hairr..

lately ive been having a bad/sad dreaming.
what does it mean? Hmmmm

okay bye. noting to say.

2009-04-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

heyyylo!! sorry la sch reopen da malas nak update laa.. Taktau ape nk tuliss.

Anywy meet FIQAH tat time, akhirnya jumpa jugak sama diaaa..

I LOVE/MISS AYU FIQAH

I LOVE ANNAH YANA! =D

and don't forget I LOVE MANGA.=D

and i LOVE kak junny too. yeah yeah ! =P

okok, no more talk, just pics ok..

2nd day of sch.

SYF JURONGVILLE. 06/04/09

nurulandfidah

babys.

LOVEYOUUUO la.

yeaahhhh..

malaydancers

.......

SUEEE!!

juniorss darlingg..=D

A2 SET UP PROPS. 08-09/04/09

HAHA. SEMANGAT MAU LEBIH DOK.

baik yanaaa. haha.

ok listen to the producer.

sempat amek gamba sekejap.

huhuhu..

yeahhh~~

studiooo productionn.

.....

VISION MIXER

concentrate sak.

SHASHA GEMOK! hahaaa.. A2 director.

......

INTAN. The producer.

ANNAHGEMOK..

heee!!!

26th April>> Get MONEYYY!! Go fit hse. HIS BDAEE!
28rh April>> Follow YANA do her hair, and go shopping with her.
1st May>> goin out with FIQAHAYU!
2nd May>> goin out with ANNAHYANA!

okat tats all. i dunoe wad to sayyy.. ok byeeeee!!!
muah2!!

2009-04-04T02:30:00.000+08:00

heyy babies im bored=(

Take me out plss. haha.

Semalam about 2+ am i think, was talking on the phone with sape lagek kan. I was lying down at my sofa and looking outside the window and i saw something white thingy flying outside my window. SIALA. Shock sekejap seh, and i look closely, rupe-rupenye burung warna putih la terbang, NB betol, buat suspend je.. Haha, manga say there's no such things as burung warna putih, hahahahah! nak takotkan orang je. Fidah belo la.

imissiedyoula, wherehaveyougonebeb?sigh, ireally2missedyoubadlyla,ineedtotalktoyou, ifweweretomeetupsomedayorsawyouaround,i'lltalktoyoulikethere'snotomorrow.=)hughug.

haiya, nak buat ape eh? Kalau la ade bike/car, da aku keluar sekarang jugak seh, kan best/senang tkya nak menyusahkan sape2. Hahahahahaaaaaaaaiya. Nak tulis ape lagek pon tktaula.

Let me think, what can i do to make myself tak bored, maybe called somebody? Hmm its 2.03am, sape yang maseh bangun. Nak msg orng, ppaid nak dekat low, nanty da low susah nk contact orang. Hah, susah sngt layan diri sendiri jelaa~ hahaaaaaaaaaa..

Am i getting thinner? Makan banyak pon kurus tk makan pon kurus, stress uh agaknyer. Hahaha, stress pasal ape pon aku tktau.

true friend are the people who walk into your life and no matter what happen NEVER LEAVE.

err,blablablablablabla. ok the enddd. i don't have any idea to type anything else, goodnite and goodbye.

Fifidafa=D

2009-04-02T22:57:00.005+08:00

sialla i fcuking need a job la.
damn uh.

no money no talk.

oh well, went out with the gf's, suppose to have a meeting butttttttt all wasn't there.
and pity hui ru wait there alone.
hmmm, don't want say much heree.

So we went to clark quay, then we caught something interesting.
G-max izsit? yang swing2 itu la. tktau la name ape.
kite da mcm tourist SIAK, mcm jakon betol, and annah pulak, mcm faham nk naik tuh G-max bile da lepas kan,annah say *eh, annah tkot uh.*hahaha.. tauu pon tkot ehhhh!. Hahahaha

we were laughing all day and talking non-stop, sampai penat nak mampos, kaki mcm nk tercabot tauuu!. hahaha, dari clark quay jalan go bout quay then jalan go funan, then duduk lua city hall mrt station, mcm pompan ape. Jumpe kawan annah then jalan go raffles place. Da terlalu penat tau nak duduk je. Hahah, Seruisly kite sesat tadi, jalan2 tetap same tempat. Mcm bodoh sak kite. Hahaha, saket prot seh ketawe2 je.

darlings, i have fun with you guys, well this is our very first outing ever since we know each other for about 1 year plus. Im glad to have a friends like you guys. I only have the two of you plus bf, lemang, kakdya and kakjun that i can share with all my pain and sorrow, But mostly lemang is my very 1st person i will tell=D. Even if you guys are busy, i will understand, i hope you guys will always be with me. i just love u peeps alot.=)

andand annah you getting fatter and fatter. OMG. haha.

pics coming upp!! yay!!=D

babessslove.

muke tkperlu k.haha.

esah dan petom. haha

hahaha..

lastly budak giler.

yay!! sayang korang. lovelove my babeslove and babylove. Hahaaa. Im so happy whenever you guys are around me. XOXOXO!!=D

gooodnitelove. Muah2!

2009-03-27T14:50:00.008+08:00

hey babies,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SULIANAH gemok!=)

went out with the LOVES ones.

Had a great time yesterday with them.

MBBFE/MBGFE=)

Annah muke relek eh. haha

LYSMB.

Cute gemok DORAemon!=D

hmmmmm.

alamak annah, nk bobal pat phone, muke maintain eh.haha

huhu!!

smile baby~

Lady's

feeeeweeett=)

im not as short la k.

Couple babyss.

alalala, cian nyer muke.

huhuhu!!

LOVE YOU MOK.

LOVEYOU B.

LOVE YOU BABIES.

huhuhu!!! had a great time with you guys,eventhough me and bf have to wait for you guys for 1 hour pluss but still had a great time..=)

till then, that's all.=D

lovelovefifidafa. MUACKS.=D

2009-03-23T02:05:00.005+08:00

i need job badlyy~
i need moneyy~:(
Feels like joining Ph back buttt, paisey.
Da lame tk werk suddenly come back to work, like paisey gitu.

grr! stress/project/friends.

im not able to sleep, ape tk, satu hari da tido pat uma mcm babi. haha
bangun makanmakan, beh tido balek,kul 8 bangun makan lagek, beh skrng tak boleh tido itu pon tk gemok2.

Boringla.
taktau nak buat ape.
hmmmm.

sigh,i miss you gerls.

eee, geramnyerr!haha.

suke seh bdk ni.

sometimes i don't know which is the kakak, which is the adeq.haha.

gagaga!!

Lemang Boncit!!=D..

bdk kerenting. haha..

hahaha..

okayyyyyy got noting else to sayyy~
goodnitee babes!=)

2009-03-20T22:21:00.008+08:00

My botak girl.

nur aqila love=D

A2 picturess=D

Production control room

Vision Mixer

audio room

fidahbelo.

Being far away with the one you love is always tough.

The longing can be paralysing and there is not a day that goes by without you feeling a liltle blue, wishing if only he could be beside.

Patiently i hereby wait

For time to pass and fly

however far away is the date

before i have you nearby

it doesn't matter at any rate

because i'll never say goodbye

Though the longing is great

Memories of you I can rely

Being far apart may be our fate

but my love will never fades.

Life is unfair sometimes. Some good some bad.

hmm, what to do, this is what we called LIFE.=(

to the fucking guy in my class, you don't step good la, if you not happy with me, come and say to my face. there's no need for you to bad mouth and tell other ppl bitch. STUPID MOTHER FUCKER.

and as for you, i have my right, to choose with who i want to group with. so yeahh~

FUCKTHOSEFUCKER!

ok enuff, goodnite!=D

2009-03-12T22:00:00.012+08:00

Oh ya i almost forgot.
there's a few picture's was taken while rehersing/shooting the A1(assignment1)

SAKAI with ANNAHGEMOK!.

school studio.

camera on standby, 321 action! haha.

A1 is over, now its A2. Damn man. alot of things got to do.
ill post A2 pictures when its done.=D

im soo bored.. i cant wait for the holidayyy~

awww, cute la bdk nie~ haha..

was taken in the class just now. I should'nt come to sch just now, just a waste of time, all we do is sit and do nothing, damn bored.

budak giler sempat amek gamba~

People always have this to say

That distance will make love drifts away

If out of sight you have to stay

Out of mind it will be one fine day.

For me I know my love will never sway

No matter how many miles between us lay

Without you near the days may be grey

But this love inside me makes everything ok.

Love is not always as flimsy as they portray

Because when absence comes into play

The heart simply grows fonder without delay

I know mine does as I think of you everyday.

haha.okay that's it for tonight.

goin to bed soon~
nites everyone!=D

2009-03-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

FALL-INA

i just love ina songs, very meaningful to me.

I gave you all you desired All that you neede
Boy, I provided I let you into my head
Into my bed and that's a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the dollars I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I really thought you loved me
I don't know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I've had enough

So fall out of my handsOut of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around
I will watch youWhile you fall out of your mind Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall Think of me
I'll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one I was the girl
And I was the young oneI kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with you And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said And all that you did I loved you
I don't know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good I'll be okay

And you fall out of my handsOut of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around
I will watch you While you fall out of your mindOut of your fantasy
When you hit the wall Think of me
I'll be on the top just watching you fall
I'll be on the top just watching you fall

So fall out of my handsOut of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around I will watch you
While you fall out of your mind Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall Think of me

I'll be on the top just watching you fall
I'll be on the top just watching you fall

oso by ina- i wanted you

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before But I'm done.
I just can't do this anymore'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted youI,

I.. I'm so sorry babyBut I, I.. I
gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

go and hear the songs, very meaningful.
=D

you just won't change do you?
hahah(sigh).

maybe i just wait a lil longer and see.
ill keep on waiting.=)

*fuck those loser who keep on passing my number around!
fuck you loser!*

my dear friend,
If you mean what you said, then prove me wrong.
Prove me im wrong, show me that your right.
By saying everything but never show anything won't prove me wrong.
so baby you know what you need to do.

sigh.

only you know how i feels.=(
how i wish i have what i need.

ps:MLFYHGD*inoeyounoepublicdon'tkknow.

goodnite Fidah.

2009-03-06T15:47:00.002+08:00

hey.

eheh, i get 20/30 for my class test.
not badd uh. haha. tkboleh masok dalam otak pon pass jugak.
haha, funny me.

haiya~ im sick sick sick.

i have a very very bad headache, nak gy skola pon tak larat nak bangun tadi.

kepale mcm kene terhentak pat dingding seh, seruisly pening giler nyer mcm nak pecah gitu.
haiyayaii~

now all i do is just lay down on my bed. gagaga.

errrr, taktau nak ckp ape lagek.

sorry guys, i can't be able to bring myself up to go school.
im sorry.

later my sweet twin babies coming to my house, can't wait to see them.
grr, soo cute and they always make me laugh and smile looking at thier cutecute lil faces.

but i can't hold them, cos im sick! CB~

haix~

LM>im doing my very very very best, till i get sick myself. sigh.

okok. i wanna get some rest.
seruisly headache.

byeeeeeeee!

2009-03-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

hey babes and dudes.

jengjengjeng, i don't what to say.
haiya!
life sux as usual.
still the same, nothing is changing.
hmm, don't know la.

err.
just now went to school late(as pernormal) slalu dtng lmbt.
haha.

Gf wakes me up at 615, but i was too tired and went back to sleep and woke up at 730.
then went to sch wif my primary school mate which is "naili's" friends too~.

"He"(which is my primary sch fren la) talk alot about him, tsk3 tak sangke pulak he won't give up in me. Haiya~ naili naili, just give up la, i won't be coming back to you. Once is enough.

Yea, i will forgive and forget and will forget about you too ,which is i already did.

So please, just go on with your life and i go on with my life. Don't be bother to wait.
whatever la, its up to you, ive already told so many times to all your friends just forget about me. If you really want to wait, wait la. I just can't be bother.

haiya~
lepas satu satu kan~
i oso don't know what to do.

anybody just kill me please!
too tired of being me every single day.

how i wish i could enjoy life more,
do everything i want to do.
go anywhere i want to go.
be with someone who really wants to be with me.

sigh.

blablabla.

tired already.
nites ppl.

2009-03-02T01:10:00.005+08:00

heyhey im back~

wah its been soo long eh tak update.
ala, mcm tk kenal fidah,
kdng2 malas nak update, bile da malas, malas sangat.
bile da rajin, rajin nak mampos.

sorry la kalau blog fidah nie blum sempurna sngt.
kalau boleh tgok, tgok la. tk boleh sudah.

sigh, bsok da test, skrng baru chapter 1.
ape nak jadi~

still alot more to put inside my brain.
10 more chapter to go~ siak. tk tido la nmpk nyer.
actually, fidah tkleh msokkn kat dlam kepale otak skrng.

i don't know why tkleh masokkn kat dalam kepale otak.
actually i noe why cume taktaula kan. sigh again
haiya, cepat da 2nd year.

makin susah siak~
life is getting more difficult kan.
the more you grow up the more susah you have to face kan.sigh again.

sighhhh~
kepale saket la.

nevermind i can do everything on my own.
im used to it anyway.
i know i can do it, be it with or without anyone.
even if i can't i still have to.=(

sighsighsigh.

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now

Now we ain't talked since we left
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

I don't want to try now
I just can't take these tears

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now bfore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

i kinda like this song.sigh

ive deleted some post which i have post bfore.
so yea~

sigh, its 2.05 still i haven in bed now.
i don't what ive been thinking.

i don't who shall i share with, what is disturbing my mind.
sister> nah busy with bf.
brother> he won't understand infact we will start to quarell after that.
mother> haha, she don't understand either.
father> more worst, don't bother oso.
friends> sigh, be there only for awhile when the bf came,i being push away. sigh

silent is not the best thing to do, but ppl don't understnd so silent is the best thing to do.(haha)
am i antisocial? laugh at myself. haha. haiya~

okay la~ i think i shld stop here.
too much thinking makes me more headache.

goodnite everyone.
wish me goodluck for later*cross finger*

haiya~

2008-08-31T02:10:00.002+08:00

I REALLY LOVE MY BABYBOYFRIEND.

BABY , I LOVE U ALOT.

=)) .

Can't wait to meet you tml ! grr , must bite you hard2.
haha.

ok tat's all for today.

thnkyou for reading.

haha.

goodbye.=)

2008-08-15T01:45:00.001+08:00

I LOVE you MANGA(hariz) .

2008-04-12T13:31:00.004+08:00

The little things you do to me are taking me over.I wanna show you everything inside of me,Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating.My feet are stuck here against the pavement.I wanna break free.I wanna make it closer to your eyes.Get your attention before you pass me by.

Back up, back up,Take another chance.Don't you mess up, mess up.I don't wanna lose you.Wake up, wake up.This ain't just a thing that you,Give up, give up.Don't just say that I'd be better off.Better off sitting by myself wondering,If I'm better off, better off without you boy.

And every time you notice me,By holding me closely and saying sweet things,I don't believe that it could be,You speakin' your mind and saying the real thing.My feet have broke free and I'm leaving. I'm not gonna stand here feeling lonely but I don't regret it,And I don't think it was just a waste of time.

DON'T JUST LEAVE ME HANGING ON .

madafucka im NOT USING HP ANYMORE .
miss my hp !
argh !

2008-03-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

Today is the most boring day ever ! no wan called me nor msg me , nothing .
so i decided to delete my old blog and make a new one ..

to restart a new life with a new blog ! haha ..

its been a long long long time i last log in to the blog
and ive forget how to seh .!

it tooks me few hours to complete this blog
and tadaaaaaa the blog is done , bt still not very the satisfied yet you noe ,
still got a few things to do ..

and yes ! tml no sch ! yipee so happy ! at last sch close !

ive not been coming for sch the past 2 dys , hahah !

at least i never go sch i got reasons bt i dun think its accptable , bt hu cares !

haix !

anywy to muhd naili i shldnt have said tat stuff to you rite ?

ya, ive shldnt, i shld b more understnding rite? ya i think i should . bt ! you shld understnd me too you noe ..

you just dun understnd wad i wan wad i need .. we alwys fight about small little things and

turn out to b a big fight .. didnt i say sorry to you ? and i did say i just feel so insecure ..

dont you understnd wads dt mean ??

you are way tooo diff frm wad i noe you for the first time ..

just to say i miss muhd naili since the first time i say you, the first time we went back together frm sch , the first time we went to ecp my fren chalet .. i miss those dys ..

and i dunwan my memories to flashback , as in what is happening now ..

i appreatiate you so much, appreatiate wad you been giving me .. everyting ..

but now , its seems noting ..

i noe yesterdy is yr bdae , i shldnt have hurt you , bt it hurt me more to kip it to myself , you make me not sleep for the whole day .. im worried sick bout you , and wad i get is noting ..

i post this out not to show everyone bout you , bt to tell you how much i love you, and pls change . you wan me to change you yrself too do it, not just me ..

ive done here !

will update soon ya !

thnkyou ! =)

2008-03-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

Heloh everyone ! welcome to my new blog !

Hahah ! anway ! my blog is nt yet readi ! sooooo if its ugly or wad so sorry yar ! =)

hehe ! do tagged me !

thnkyou ! =)

2008-03-20T15:01:00.000+08:00

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